November 2011
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August 2011
1 post
Things I need to remind myself of.
Let’s list it:
She Can’t drink with me in moderation without going emotional and agro.
She didn’t recognize the things I did for her.
She lied about having dinner with a friend one on one.
She kept in contact with guys that wanted to steal her.
4/5 guys that contacted her wanted her.
I always put her first.
I took care of her.
Fuck you!
March 2011
2 posts
February 2011
1 post
Thinking about things.
I haven’t written here in a long time. I’ve been doing some more self reflecting and I have come to some sought of self realization. I’m lost and I think I require some enlightenment in this department. No one seems to know the answer.
It’s funny people usually come to me for answers and I’m there to provide the answers for them. What happens when I have questions of...
August 2010
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July 2010
1 post
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June 2010
3 posts
April 2010
5 posts
Life has not been easy
Work has not been the best, lots of pressure, and the future of my career here is going to need some time and thorough thinking of which direction I want to go to.
One way I will be put into somewhere more technical, the other I will be put into a more management position.
I think I know which way I want to go, but will it be the most beneficial? Weighing up the options is a drainer.
Not only...
Should stop looking at his phone after gym :(
Complexity
I seem to always set myself up for this.
In the back of my mind, I know its not good to keep doing what i’m doing.
Then I ask myself is it just best to go along for the ride and have what you have and just do nothing?.
Can’t catch a break at all.
March 2010
6 posts
kayeecee:
Superstar (Acoustic)- Lupe Fiasco...
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Remembering bad moments makes you realize how much you can’t change something even as much as you want to. Just need to remember how I got here and keep doing the right things.
February 2010
4 posts
“Wishes that perfume didn’t remind me of the girl I don’t want to...”
Random thoughts
There are times when I feel as though things are just on top of the world-
Make a mistake and you regret it for a while- Sometimes I guess when your judgement is impaired you do stupid shit. and looking where I am now, I know I won’t make the same mistake.
I should’ve been ignorant and followed the rules.
Well, as they say, mistakes build character, but I still regret. Wish I...
Livin it
Well it’s one thing when you think you know someone and then its another when you least expect it, they treat you like something else. They say you’re important, but infact their actions really show the contrary. Why are people like this? Why aren’t people honest anymore. Why do I miss the company. My own personal flaws are my downfall, but I wouldn’t be me without them....
January 2010
4 posts
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“i love spooning”
December 2009
2 posts
November 2009
9 posts
Japan pt. 1
So I woke up at 4am get in the taxi, fly to Queensland and wait at Coolongatta airport for 3 hrs at the most boring airport ever. What a crock of crap that airport is. Cavin and I get some food, the only viable option is probably hungry jacks or sumo salad.
We wait around and I see cavin’s passport photo, lol he had a bowl haircut and looks like a ranga! Hahah hilarious, almost as good as...
copycats:
Poker Face by Eric Cartman originally...
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Summer. Beach Love
What a perfect Sunday.
Woke up 1130am hungover like hell. Ask around if people want to go beach, most people cbf and tired from night before. Finally get two friends to come along.
Miss the bloody train by a minute, the doors were closed right in front of me and the train hadn’t left. fuckers.
So had to wait another 20 minutes in the heat, but then finally get onboard the next one to get...
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Gym Progress
Winter is officially over thank god. Winter made me a skinny asian again, lost so much fat and muscle it wasn’t funny. A figure of my former self.
many weeks of gym, I have now gained most of my strength back in gym. Even made a few personal bests-
I have actually gained more strength and mass in areas I wanted to improve on back then which is good, I am aiming to get more mass on, then...
October 2009
11 posts
“Past week I was living in the past.. Not a smart thing to do…”
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“Type in foofle.com or gewgle.com and it’ll go to google =)”
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Training hard via motivational hate.
Getting back to where I was. I need two more weeks of solid training. Got to put back all that muscle I’ve lost over the winter, then start doing more cardio afterwards. Right now I am about 65-70% to where I was before winter.
I find I can train harder when I think about the people I want to flying knee in the face, which is about 3 people in total. Though I don’t have the heart to...
“I should delete old emails. Things will never be the same… *stabs the dead...”
